I'm tired of my mom telling me to lose weight or my sister saying I'm not going anywhere in life.
I'm tired of wearing every face but mine.
I'm tired of this time bomb beneath my ribs that's bout to burst.
I'm tired of the expectations.
I'm tired of high school drama.(OMG LOL)
I'm tired of shaving.
I'm tired of not being able to trust friends, and having to rely on strangers.
I'm tired of waking up from a nap, and feeling like crap because of the nap.
I'm tired of writing for others, instead of myself.
I'm tired of bad drivers.
I'm tired of my cd player not working in my car.
I'm tired of my brother acting like a 4 year old, but getting praised like the perfect son.
I'm tired of my dad. (I thought about elaborating, but i think I'll spare you)
I'm tired of this thing called confidence that we're required to wear around at all times.
I'm tired of being "big boned." And I'm tired of working out.
I'm tired of the itch that I can't reach on my back, but am too scared to ask anyone for help.
I'm tired of teachers. I'm tired of homework. Papers. Crap like that.
I'm tired of image.
I'm tired of my ward. And I'm tired of being forced to go.
I'm tired of being a bounce back.
I'm tired of my migraines, and any other illnesses really.
I'm tired of only writing in lists, but it's the only way I can get my thoughts on paper.
I'm just really tired.
"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the f*** on." --Tupac Shakur
Being tired is life's way of showing that you're doing things right.
ReplyDelete"I'm tired of waking up from a nap, and feeling like crap because of the nap." <<< this is me.
ReplyDeleteI'm tired of my dad too. This was real.
ReplyDeleteI'm wearing every face but mine.
ReplyDelete"I'm tired of my mom telling me to lose weight or my sister saying I'm not going anywhere in life."
ReplyDeleteI find it really interesting that you put these two together.
And I love that you quoted Tupac.
I love how honest this is.
ReplyDeleteI'm tired of wearing every face but mine.
love this so much. #stole it all. some favs...
ReplyDeleteI'm tired of wearing every face but mine.
I'm tired of this time bomb beneath my ribs that's bout to burst.
I'm tired of shaving.
relate. relate. relate.
i have more mental control now.
ReplyDelete"Im tired of wearing every face but mine." #stolen
ReplyDeleteStolen. The whole thing. This was gold.
ReplyDelete"I'm tired of wearing every face but mine."
ReplyDeleteThat line.
There's so much in your words. I think the lists are perfect.
this broke my heart, feeling tears push on my eyes from behind. just, thank you for being real and also one of my heroes.
ReplyDelete"I'm tired of this thing called confidence that we're required to wear around at all times."
ReplyDeleteI thought I had already commented on this, but I read it awhile ago. I really love how your words don't have any hesitation.